Embarrassed 🥺😔& Stop The Abuse

Their has been something going on for a while now. I am embarrassed by it all. Because I should have said something about it sooner, but I was too embarrassed & felt helpless really. Now I know this isn't going to change my situation right now but I am ready to get this off my chest now. The reason I didn't & don't fight back is because the person is elderly & they would accuse me of Elder Abuse. Which I would never ever do Abuse anyone in anyway. This person has been physically hitting me everytime she comes to take me to the grocery store or where ever. She doesn't make it notice able, she hits me in places were if there is a bruise, you can't see it. Sergio doesn't even know either. An because I do bruise easy because I'm a type 2 diabetic, she can easily say that. Just a few days ago, I went to the store with her because that's what she wanted to do & she was giving me the money that Sergio asked to borrow from her because she doesn't trust him, anyway, when she asked me who I was talking to on my phone mind you, I said none of your business. She then turned around & started pinching me the little ones that stink & stuff. Then she pushed my head & I hit the car window & then she pulled my hair & was calling me a Fat Pig & telling me how disgusting & ugly I am & that I'm such a disappointment & more. I was trying not cry the whole time because I know she thinks crying is weak. But I couldn't help myself & that made her more mad. To the point to where she started slapping me all over. It felt like punches. Then when she dropped me off I had to bring in my own groceries because Sergio was at a job interview & I needed help with my case of water, so she reluctantly helped & then before setting it down she pushed it into my bad leg and I almost fell. I caught myself thank God but yeah. Anyway, I am telling you all this, because one it's not right what she is doing no matter who is it no one deserves this treatment. Any & All Abuse Should be reported to someone you trust or the police & take pics & stuff. Unfortunately, I didn't take pictures & stuff because I was too embarrassed I mean I'm 42 years old & could I have physically done something yes, but again she would have screamed Elder Abuse. Anyone who is going through this you aren't alone I promise you that. That is also why I put I'm a Stupid Loser as my username on Twitter. Because that's how I feel. Anyway, Thank you for listening & all. God bless! 🙏🏾🙏🏾👼🏾👼🏾🫂🫂💪🏾💪🏾💕💕🕊🕊🕯🕯🕯☮️✝️😔🥺😢😢