Overwhelmed 😔🥺😭😭

I don't know what to feel or think at the moment. I am just beyond hurt & crushed & devastated. With everything going on. I am really tired of treating people that don't deserve my kindness or love or anything from me with all that anymore. I am far from a mean person or whatever. But I'm done with being used & taken advantage of & treated like shit & abused & more. I don't deserve it at all. I have done nothing wrong, I have always treated people the way I want to be treated. But I have in return been treated with abuse & hurt & pain & heartache & more. I am done, I am done with it all. If that makes me a Bitch or selfish then so fucking be it. But I am done.