Miss you all!! :)

I miss you all so much! 💙😇😊💕 thank you all so much for hanging in there with me and sticking with me. I hope to have home internet soon. 😊💙 I am just watching TV and movies and stuff. My brother Sergio's bday was ten days ago. 🎂🎉🎉🎊🎊😊🎈🎈🎈 Today is my younger brothers R.I.P. 😔♥♥🎂🎁 anyway, wish you all well and be well and take care all. 💙💕😇 be back soon.

A Sad Day.

Today I found out Nov. 1, 2014. That a fellow Renegamer and Dear Friend Michael only 23 died in September. 😔😭👼💙🙏 aka Props. Was his twitch name. He was sick and didn't tell his family. He was a Great and Wonderful friend. God bless him and may he be in peace. He Always had a great since of humor. 💙🌹 😊 he will be missed for sure. Also after finding this out my apartment was broke into again. Yes, again.. I am feeling confused and sad all at once. Please if you are not well get help and tell you're loved ones. They love you and care about you don't keep it to you're self. Ever!! Well please take care and be well. Love and miss you all so much. 💙💙💙😇👼🌹🌹🙏🙏 R.I.P. Props! 💙💙 ALWAYS A RENEGAMER!

A Rough Day..

Today, was a rough one. 😔😭💙 I had to take my Dog Peanuts back to my Mom's House. 💔👼🐶🏡 I know he will be okay. But I miss him and love him. 💕😔 stupid apartment neighbor's. 😡 nosey jealous people. We're where they when my apt was broken into.? I know it is what it is.. But it still sucks. 😔 anyway I am glad he has adjusted well. 😊😇 🐶 I hope he stays healthy and continues doing well. 😊💙💕  I am also without internet again at home. 😭 stupid Sprint! Over Charging me its terrible. They also make Promises they can't and Don't keep. How rude!! And planning wrong.. Anyway I miss you all so much hope all is well. Take care and be Well. 💙💕😊👼😇

A Day To Remember...

Today is September 11th. 13 years ago we America were Attacked. I will Never Ever Forget because a former Instructors Aunt Died in those Towers that day. 👼💕✨😔 🙏 I was going to College for the first time that year. I was excited and nervous but looking forward to it. I was getting ready that morning had the TV on and all. I when I was done I sat down to wait for my brother to take me. As I was watching the TV it happened suddenly I thought it was  a commercial for the new SpiderMan Movie that was coming out in a few days. Boy was I Wrong.. It was crazy and scary all at once. Watching it All unfold in front of me on TV. 😔 I was just stunned and confused as to why someone was doing this. In the Aftermath of it all, I was crying for days every song on the radio was God Bless America. 🇺🇸A! 🇺🇸A! This one of many times I really started to appreciate life and everyone around me. This horrible event brought Our Country together for sure. Made us All Appreciate life and each other. 👼💙👪👫👬👭💏💑😇🙏

I wish we had stand with it but after some years passed everyone went back before with there hearts filled with Hate and Evilness 😔💔 😭 heartbreaking really.. Not much you can do.. People feel the way do. Anyway, I am glad others like myself made changes in life and continue to do so everyday. 👼💕😊😇 well take care and be Well. God Bless!

Amazing! :)

I am so very Thankful and Grateful for ALL who have stood by me when things got rough in my life and made sure I Never Gave Up! 💕👼💙 I will be Forever Blessed for that. 😊 I know I keep saying this but I will never stop Appreciating All of you guys who have helped me. Like with the passing of my brother and almost losing my Aunt twice,and more. You have helped me to be a much Stronger person and much more Positive and more out spoken. The major one being Not Taking things so Personal! Yeah that was a huge problem of mine. You All have helped me so much even my own mom has noticed she actually told me this past week how much of a Strong person I am. It shocked me because I always thought I was weak in her eyes. But I was proven wrong and that's okay. 😊😇💕 well take care all and be Well. God Bless! Oh and thank you for All you're Inspiration! 💙♥💕

Happy Labor Day!

Hey! Just want to say Happy Labor Day! 🇺🇸🎁🎊🎉🎈🎈🎂😇 I pray and wish you All a safe long weekend. 😊 I want to say Thank You to All the Men and Women how fought for my freedom and my families and friends. God bless and it is a True Honor for sure. 🙏🌟👼😊🇺🇸💙💕

I also want to say Happy Birthday to a very Honorable and True Inspiration Dan Gheesling!!! 👼💕💙🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎁🎁🎁🎁🎂🎂👪🎈🎈🎈🎈 I hope you have the best day ever! God bless! I wish all the happiness and more. 😊

I also want to say my mom had a good and interesting vacation. Lol explain more later but for now take care and Be Well. 💙💙💕💕👼👼🙏😇😊🌟

Thankful for! :)

I am continuing this because I really enjoyed it. 😊💙👼
I am thankful for my life, yes my life meaning for being born and Surviving all that I have. I was technically not suppose to be alive. Yes, seriously my mom almost lost me she got so sick when she was pregnant with me. She couldn't hold anything down and she was losing weight. She found out later I had heart murmur one vale bigger than the other. Yeah scare I know. But by the grace of god and prayer I am was born, my heart murmur went away on its own when I was 7 . can I get it back? Yes, if I am not careful. I am watching it very carefully. 😊
I am thankful for being able to wake up everyday in my own place and live my own life. It took a while to get it but 3 years ago I finally did it. Yeah, I know should have done it sooner but honestly with all I was going through during that time I wasn't ready. I had so many issues to face and changes to make. But I am here and I am very grateful for it. 💙👼💙
I am thankful for such True and Amazing people in my life. That care enough to be apart of my life not because they have to but because they want too. I am So truly honored by that and love you all so very much god bless and Be Well. 😊💙👼👪