Feeling Inspired & Gratitude!

I have seen a lot of Inspiring and Motivational Stories on TV & heard a lot as well. But this one I saw last weekend about Homelessness really changed me and made me Appreciate what I have that much more. I mean I already Appreciate my life and family & friends but it helped me Truly Appreciate it all so much more, because you Never know . I for one, don't want feel I didn't do or say enough about how Thankful I really am. 👼🙏💙💕👪💋
I know I have talked about how really thankful I am and about everyone who has inspired me throughout my life and all the Amazing lessons I've learned. Because I have and continue to learn new things everyday. 😇😊 I will forever be Grateful for it all. I truly am, after watching this show about Homelessness , I can't tell you how much it has opened my eyes and given me a better understanding to the True Struggle of just surviving everyday. I am just Amazed of how much just the little things we take for granted like a simple toothbrush to a shower or Deodorant is like gold on the streets. Its Amazing and so profound. My point of  all of this is to just Cherish and Appreciate what and all that you have in life because you just never know. 🙏🌹💕💕😊💘

My Heroes!

i know i have talked about people who inspire me,and have changed my life as well as saved it. but i am just so grateful and blessed to know all of them and you all. i know the title says my heroes, i have so many that i wanted to knownledge you all. i know i have yet to met any of you, but you are all such a huge part of my life. even without meeting you. i just want to say thank you all truly for sticking with me and helping me through all my struggles and heartaches.with some things that have happened lately it has made me appreciate everything and everyone that much more. do i wish things could be better sure and i know they will be soon. so yeah, i have learned so many new lessons and have become more at peace in my life. an hope to have home internet very soon. lol take care and god bless and be well. love to all.

A New Lease on Life. :)

i have truly had a very hard week, dont get wrong i am not trying to sound like woahs is me, i just felt like everything was failing around me. an i was hurt that everytime i asked or talked to some people for advice i was getting fakeness, or lied too. like im not worth the truth you know.? but i am doing so much better now, because i got reed of those people in my life and my true friends helped me through it and i will forever be greatful and appreciate them all so much. god bless them all. i also have had a few aha moments along the way. i truly appreciate all of youre support n love n for staying strong with me. love to all.

moving foward after twenty fourteen

twenty fourteen was a very struggling year and had many ups and downs. i can say i have learned so much this past year and had life changing moments. a very dear friend past away too soon at the young age of twenty three.he taught so much about forgiveness.as well you all and patiences. he was a fellow renegamer.he had such an amazing personality. god bless him and may he be in peace. i am so truly grateful and blessed to have you all apart my life. there are no words to express my gratittude and appreciation for you all. i hope and wish you all a great and peaceful joyess new year. god bless.

Ouch!

On Thursday of last week I fell out of my shower. 🚿😔😭 yeah embarrassing... 😯 I had to go to the hospital 🏥🚑 was there for hours. ⌚ugh.. But I am okay just very sorrow. Thank god I didn't break anything like my back or leg or arm. 🙌🙏 so that is good. 😊 anyway, I am planning to move when hopefully soon. Because after my apartment was broken into for the third time. I don't feel safe here anymore. So yeah.. I will keep you updated. 😊💕 I miss you all and appreciate all you're support and love. Take care and be Well. 💙💕👼 also Michael's family aka Props family is doing a little better but still devastated. My Thoughts and Prayers are with them. 👼😇🙏💕

Miss you all!! :)

I miss you all so much! 💙😇😊💕 thank you all so much for hanging in there with me and sticking with me. I hope to have home internet soon. 😊💙 I am just watching TV and movies and stuff. My brother Sergio's bday was ten days ago. 🎂🎉🎉🎊🎊😊🎈🎈🎈 Today is my younger brothers R.I.P. 😔♥♥🎂🎁 anyway, wish you all well and be well and take care all. 💙💕😇 be back soon.

A Sad Day.

Today I found out Nov. 1, 2014. That a fellow Renegamer and Dear Friend Michael only 23 died in September. 😔😭👼💙🙏 aka Props. Was his twitch name. He was sick and didn't tell his family. He was a Great and Wonderful friend. God bless him and may he be in peace. He Always had a great since of humor. 💙🌹 😊 he will be missed for sure. Also after finding this out my apartment was broke into again. Yes, again.. I am feeling confused and sad all at once. Please if you are not well get help and tell you're loved ones. They love you and care about you don't keep it to you're self. Ever!! Well please take care and be well. Love and miss you all so much. 💙💙💙😇👼🌹🌹🙏🙏 R.I.P. Props! 💙💙 ALWAYS A RENEGAMER!