Peace, Love, & Family!

I know I haven't blogged much lately, I do Apologize for that. 👼💙🌹 these past months, I have never felt so blessed and at peace with my life than I do now. I have learned so much like I do everyday. I mean you never stop learning no matter what. 😊😇 I have to say I have such wonderful, caring, true and understanding friends. It means more to me than you All will ever know. 💕🙏👼😊🌹🌹 I am really starting to put myself first meaning my health, because I don't ever want to ignore it again or allow any negativity to disrupt that in anyway. Because I want my good health back and I am working hard at doing that. 😊💙💕♥♥ I have to Thank You All For Especially Colleen Kelly, Dan Gheesling, and Janet and Joni Kendall and more All the Renegamers for helping me to work on being closer with my mother. For years, her and I have never been close , we just never got along, and hardly did much together. But now, because of All you're help and encouragement  we are slowly working on our relationship, and she is Listening so much better now than she did before. Lol 😇😊💕💕🙏 Thank you All so very much and God Bless & Be Well. 😇🌹🌹🌹👼💕💕💕👪

Empowerment!

Hey! You know all these months with no internet has been Empowering. 👼🙏💕💕😊 I still miss you all so much. I am working on getting internet again. 😊👼💞😇 the reason these months have been Empowering is because I have been watching some really Inspiring and
Gratifying and Truly up lifting Stories. I Have been feeling Truly Truly Blessed and an Attitude of Never Giving Up and Persevering and Staying Strong. 💕💕💕💙💙😊😊🌹🌹🌹🙏🙏👪💪 I truly hope you all are Well and Feeling Blessed too. 😇♥♥ God Bless you all!!!

Feeling Strong!

A few months ago, I went to see a new Pain Management Doctor, why am I telling you this , because he was very inappropriate during the appointment, never thought I would be saying that, but yes he was. He questions were inappropriate as well his exam. An his Assistant did nothing. I left there feeling sick and shocked. An also feeling like why didn't I do anything? Why did I just freeze? 😔😭💔🙊😞 I didn't know what feel or think for months, I felt like I  was 5 again, I was just so confused and scared. I wasn't sure what to do or say .of course I said something I wasn't going keep it inside hell no, I filed a complaint with Arizona Medical Board. So yeah, I am proud of myself for that, because I know I have come a long way from the quiet little girl. I am much stronger and a survivor , 🙏💕💪😇 I hope that no one ever goes through this. An don't be afraid to say anything or report it. God bless and thank you all for listening. 🙏👼😇💕💙💕🌟

Feeling Inspired & Gratitude!

I have seen a lot of Inspiring and Motivational Stories on TV & heard a lot as well. But this one I saw last weekend about Homelessness really changed me and made me Appreciate what I have that much more. I mean I already Appreciate my life and family & friends but it helped me Truly Appreciate it all so much more, because you Never know . I for one, don't want feel I didn't do or say enough about how Thankful I really am. 👼🙏💙💕👪💋
I know I have talked about how really thankful I am and about everyone who has inspired me throughout my life and all the Amazing lessons I've learned. Because I have and continue to learn new things everyday. 😇😊 I will forever be Grateful for it all. I truly am, after watching this show about Homelessness , I can't tell you how much it has opened my eyes and given me a better understanding to the True Struggle of just surviving everyday. I am just Amazed of how much just the little things we take for granted like a simple toothbrush to a shower or Deodorant is like gold on the streets. Its Amazing and so profound. My point of  all of this is to just Cherish and Appreciate what and all that you have in life because you just never know. 🙏🌹💕💕😊💘

My Heroes!

i know i have talked about people who inspire me,and have changed my life as well as saved it. but i am just so grateful and blessed to know all of them and you all. i know the title says my heroes, i have so many that i wanted to knownledge you all. i know i have yet to met any of you, but you are all such a huge part of my life. even without meeting you. i just want to say thank you all truly for sticking with me and helping me through all my struggles and heartaches.with some things that have happened lately it has made me appreciate everything and everyone that much more. do i wish things could be better sure and i know they will be soon. so yeah, i have learned so many new lessons and have become more at peace in my life. an hope to have home internet very soon. lol take care and god bless and be well. love to all.

A New Lease on Life. :)

i have truly had a very hard week, dont get wrong i am not trying to sound like woahs is me, i just felt like everything was failing around me. an i was hurt that everytime i asked or talked to some people for advice i was getting fakeness, or lied too. like im not worth the truth you know.? but i am doing so much better now, because i got reed of those people in my life and my true friends helped me through it and i will forever be greatful and appreciate them all so much. god bless them all. i also have had a few aha moments along the way. i truly appreciate all of youre support n love n for staying strong with me. love to all.

moving foward after twenty fourteen

twenty fourteen was a very struggling year and had many ups and downs. i can say i have learned so much this past year and had life changing moments. a very dear friend past away too soon at the young age of twenty three.he taught so much about forgiveness.as well you all and patiences. he was a fellow renegamer.he had such an amazing personality. god bless him and may he be in peace. i am so truly grateful and blessed to have you all apart my life. there are no words to express my gratittude and appreciation for you all. i hope and wish you all a great and peaceful joyess new year. god bless.