Friday, March 28, 2014

To My ReneGamer Family A letter of Gratitude! :)

This is a Letter Of Gratitude :)

I Want to Take this time to Thank You All!! for All of  your friendships and Advice and for just being there for me when I needed an Ear to listen or cry in of over the phone and for just being you. :) Truly Genuwine and Inspirational and True friends to me. I have learned so much and changed so much within a year, I will ALWAYS Cherish that keep those memories of hanging out in chat until late hours and just talking and talking and helping each other  through some really tough times to worrying about each other and wanting to help. I am Personally  Honored and Blessed to know you All and look forward to finally meeting you All at some point. :) <3 <3 I wish Each and Everyone of you All the best and All the Great Success life has to offer you All. :) I Love You All ReneGamers!! :) God Bless! ( wanted to make a video but I don't really know how so I wrote this letter :) )

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Very Bad Weekend..

A Very Bad Weekend.. :(

This Past weekend on Friday March 14th, My little brother Fermin Melendez, Broke into my Home. He Stole ALL My Diabetes Medications and Some Money, and some other things. Yes, the Material stuff can and will be replaced. Thank God! But the Trust and Respect what little I had for him Cannot be replaced. I am so hurt and have feelings of Anxiety and Confusion and Depressed right now. I am trying very hard to stay Positive with some help from Family and Dear Friends Colleen Kelly and Mindy from The Renegamer Twitch Community on Dan Gheeslings Twitch Channel. Truly The Best People Ever and Can't wait to meet in person some of them. <3 Anyway, Fermin is so deep into Drugs and homeless, and all its sad really cause his boys need him, and I feel bad for them my Nephews. He says he cares and misses them but Actions Speak Louder than Words. So yeah that was my weekend, and cried All weekend cause I was and still hurt very much. I Love you All and Take Care hope yours was better than mine..