moving foward after twenty fourteen

twenty fourteen was a very struggling year and had many ups and downs. i can say i have learned so much this past year and had life changing moments. a very dear friend past away too soon at the young age of twenty three.he taught so much about forgiveness.as well you all and patiences. he was a fellow renegamer.he had such an amazing personality. god bless him and may he be in peace. i am so truly grateful and blessed to have you all apart my life. there are no words to express my gratittude and appreciation for you all. i hope and wish you all a great and peaceful joyess new year. god bless.

Ouch!

On Thursday of last week I fell out of my shower. 🚿😔😭 yeah embarrassing... 😯 I had to go to the hospital 🏥🚑 was there for hours. ⌚ugh.. But I am okay just very sorrow. Thank god I didn't break anything like my back or leg or arm. 🙌🙏 so that is good. 😊 anyway, I am planning to move when hopefully soon. Because after my apartment was broken into for the third time. I don't feel safe here anymore. So yeah.. I will keep you updated. 😊💕 I miss you all and appreciate all you're support and love. Take care and be Well. 💙💕👼 also Michael's family aka Props family is doing a little better but still devastated. My Thoughts and Prayers are with them. 👼😇🙏💕

Miss you all!! :)

I miss you all so much! 💙😇😊💕 thank you all so much for hanging in there with me and sticking with me. I hope to have home internet soon. 😊💙 I am just watching TV and movies and stuff. My brother Sergio's bday was ten days ago. 🎂🎉🎉🎊🎊😊🎈🎈🎈 Today is my younger brothers R.I.P. 😔♥♥🎂🎁 anyway, wish you all well and be well and take care all. 💙💕😇 be back soon.

A Sad Day.

Today I found out Nov. 1, 2014. That a fellow Renegamer and Dear Friend Michael only 23 died in September. 😔😭👼💙🙏 aka Props. Was his twitch name. He was sick and didn't tell his family. He was a Great and Wonderful friend. God bless him and may he be in peace. He Always had a great since of humor. 💙🌹 😊 he will be missed for sure. Also after finding this out my apartment was broke into again. Yes, again.. I am feeling confused and sad all at once. Please if you are not well get help and tell you're loved ones. They love you and care about you don't keep it to you're self. Ever!! Well please take care and be well. Love and miss you all so much. 💙💙💙😇👼🌹🌹🙏🙏 R.I.P. Props! 💙💙 ALWAYS A RENEGAMER!

A Rough Day..

Today, was a rough one. 😔😭💙 I had to take my Dog Peanuts back to my Mom's House. 💔👼🐶🏡 I know he will be okay. But I miss him and love him. 💕😔 stupid apartment neighbor's. 😡 nosey jealous people. We're where they when my apt was broken into.? I know it is what it is.. But it still sucks. 😔 anyway I am glad he has adjusted well. 😊😇 🐶 I hope he stays healthy and continues doing well. 😊💙💕  I am also without internet again at home. 😭 stupid Sprint! Over Charging me its terrible. They also make Promises they can't and Don't keep. How rude!! And planning wrong.. Anyway I miss you all so much hope all is well. Take care and be Well. 💙💕😊👼😇

A Day To Remember...

Today is September 11th. 13 years ago we America were Attacked. I will Never Ever Forget because a former Instructors Aunt Died in those Towers that day. 👼💕✨😔 🙏 I was going to College for the first time that year. I was excited and nervous but looking forward to it. I was getting ready that morning had the TV on and all. I when I was done I sat down to wait for my brother to take me. As I was watching the TV it happened suddenly I thought it was  a commercial for the new SpiderMan Movie that was coming out in a few days. Boy was I Wrong.. It was crazy and scary all at once. Watching it All unfold in front of me on TV. 😔 I was just stunned and confused as to why someone was doing this. In the Aftermath of it all, I was crying for days every song on the radio was God Bless America. 🇺🇸A! 🇺🇸A! This one of many times I really started to appreciate life and everyone around me. This horrible event brought Our Country together for sure. Made us All Appreciate life and each other. 👼💙👪👫👬👭💏💑😇🙏

I wish we had stand with it but after some years passed everyone went back before with there hearts filled with Hate and Evilness 😔💔 😭 heartbreaking really.. Not much you can do.. People feel the way do. Anyway, I am glad others like myself made changes in life and continue to do so everyday. 👼💕😊😇 well take care and be Well. God Bless!

Amazing! :)

I am so very Thankful and Grateful for ALL who have stood by me when things got rough in my life and made sure I Never Gave Up! 💕👼💙 I will be Forever Blessed for that. 😊 I know I keep saying this but I will never stop Appreciating All of you guys who have helped me. Like with the passing of my brother and almost losing my Aunt twice,and more. You have helped me to be a much Stronger person and much more Positive and more out spoken. The major one being Not Taking things so Personal! Yeah that was a huge problem of mine. You All have helped me so much even my own mom has noticed she actually told me this past week how much of a Strong person I am. It shocked me because I always thought I was weak in her eyes. But I was proven wrong and that's okay. 😊😇💕 well take care all and be Well. God Bless! Oh and thank you for All you're Inspiration! 💙♥💕