A late Night...lol

I am sitting here in my Apartment Complexes Laundry Room at 4:44am. Now by myself there was a creepy guy in here lol. Anyway, My I am bit bothered because my brother Sergio was "suppose to" go see his daughters this past weekend, with my mom. But he chose which is his choice not to go. I understand he didn't want have my mom paying for everything which I really get. I don't know maybe I am being silly but I just though he really wanted to see them I mean keeps saying he wants to but isn't doing anything like getting a job and stuff. He says he's looking but I don't believe him because he should've had one already something even Temporary better than nothing right? I don't know what do you think? Please let me know..  😊 take care and god bless. 💚💜💕🙏

Thank You All!! ☺

I am writing this one because I want to say Thank You So Much to All My ReneGamer Friends and Family. ☺ You All are truly the best and have helped me with so much these passed months from my younger brothers passing to family members being in the hospital. I am truly very blessed and honored to know each and everyone of you. 💝🎉 I love you all so much and wish you all nothing but the best and I hope soon to be able to meet you all face to face. 💝💝😊☺Thank you and take care and god bless. ☺
The picture of little girl is me☺!

I pray for you..

Hey, all I am asking if you would please say some prayers for my family and I because my nephew Xavier Melendez is having mouth surgery yeah, because the medications he is taking for his bipolar and Autism have ruined his teeth. :( so please I ask that you keep him in your thoughts and prayers much appreciated god bless and thank you! 💝💝

Why?

I just don't understand why is it when I help out others it Always back fires on me? :( I just don't get it, I have done so much for others and this is what I get in return?! I am at a complete loss and frustrated.. :/ I know not everyone is greedy and selffish and all but me trusting you is not something to take advantage of and it doesn't come easy either. I wish some people would see that and understand that. But it is what it is. I guess.. I don't know. I really appreciate you all and lots of love and take care. :) <3

today is my birthday.

Hey, today is my birthday as usual Every year its bad. :( My Internet is "off" ) well it say i have access but nothing is loading. :-(( will I ever have a good birthday? I mean its bad enough i lost my brother to a drug overdose now this, ugh.. yeah this what my family and I are dealing with. :( We are getting through it as best as we can. <3 Appreciate all the support. :) Love you all and be well. <3<3

My Birthday! :)

Hey! Well my birthday is coming up, june 30th. I want to be excited about it but with what my family and I are going through its very hard. But I will try to stay positive for you All. :) ♡ I thank you all again for all your support. ♡ my Aunt is not doing so well again not good I know. I pray for her and wish her well.. ♡ I tell you I think my family and I are cursed. I mean just so much bad stuff and all. I don't know... you all take care and love to you all. :) ♡

A Reason to Stay Strong. :)

I have been through so much these past months when I didn't have Home Internet.  (I have it now) :) anyways, I go back to one of the best gaming communities on @twitch I have Never felt so much love by them like I did when I returned.  ♡♡ I appreciate that so much! :) unfortunately someone wasn't so glad. :( but I will Not let them get the Best of me nor will I stoop to there level of ignorance.  I will hold my head up high and move forward because they are Not worth my energy or time. My Aunt was in the hospital for Ammonia still is but is doing better thank God! She is such a strong fighter for sure. :) ♡♡ take care and god bless All! ♡