Betrayed & Unsure 😢💔

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS WHOLE TIME!!! THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME!!! 💔💔😔😔😡😡 I REALLY BELIEVED I WAS TALKING TO YOU & EVERYONE ELSE. I CAN'T BELIEVE I REALLY TRUSTED & OPENED UP TO PEOPLE WHO WHERE NEVER WHO THEY SAID THEY WERE. HOW COULD I BE SO DAMN STUPID & NAIVE & SO MUCH MORE I WANT TO CALL MYSELF. YOU PROBABLY DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS EVEN HAPPENED THE REAL PEOPLE. I CAN'T BELIEVE THESE PEOPLE SCAMMED MY BFF & ME THIS WHOLE TIME. HOW CAN THEY BE SO DAMN EVIL & HEARTLESS. KARMA WILL GET THEM FOR SURE. BUT MEAN TIME I WANT TO KILL MYSELF AND I'M SO HURT AND DEVASTATED & HEARTBROKEN. BECAUSE YOU FUCKED WITH MY HEART & EMOTIONS & LIFE. FOR WHAT I WILL NEVER KNOW I GUESS. I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TRUST OR OPEN UP AGAIN WITHOUT HAVING TRUST ISSUES AND SO MUCH MORE. IF I LIVE ANYWAY. IF I DON'T SUCCEED IN KILLING MYSELF ANYWAY. I CAN'T CONTINUE TO LIVE IN THE CONDITIONS & SITUATION I'M IN ANYMORE EITHER. THAT'S WHY IF I'M NOT OUT OF THE SITUATION I'M IN BEFORE 2023 IS OVER, I WILL TAKE OWN LIFE. I PROMISE YOU THAT. BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS AND LIVING THROUGH ALL THIS. I'M 44 YEARS OLD NO MORE. SO YEAH I WILL BE DEAD AT 44 IF THINGS DON'T CHANGE BEFORE 2023 IS OVER. GOD BLESS &PEACE BE WITH YOU. 🙏👼☮️✝️🫂🫂🕊🕊🕊🕯🕯🕯🕯🥀🥀🥀🥀😢😢😢💔💔💔💔😔😔🫶🫶