THE LOST ONE

I don't really quite know where to begin. For quite some time now, I have been dealing with so much Pain & Heartache & Hurt & Abuse & more. I have not disgust it on Twitter or Instagram or anywhere else. Because well I stopped telling much anymore, because I feel like I'm just annoying & burdening everyone with my stupid problems. So I just keep it to myself & only share with those who actually care to know & want to be there for me & understand & listen. Privately of course. I really appreciate those of you that did reach out when I really needed someone. It means a lot to me. I am still struggling pretty bad and getting abused daily. How I'm still alive & all or why I don't know. But I am. I really really pray things change ASAP but I don't really know how much more I can take. I mean I have been through all this & more growing up, I have to say enough is enough already! You know. I am fighting of course or I wouldn't be here and no it's not easy and I don't needed no judgemental dicks judging me right now. What I need is real Support & Love & To Heal & more. It's hard enough going through what I'm going through without people talking shit and all. Anyway, God bless & Peace be with you. 🙏🏾👼🏾✝️☮️🕊🕊🕯🕯🕯🫂🫂💕💕💪🏾💪🏾💔💔😢😢😔😔🥺🥺